(Long winded ramblings below)
Ok....summer is fast approaching and I am having some aniexty/depression about tending to my little ones with the hot long summer days ahead. The past 2 summer we have had our wonderful friend come and stay with us, but we need to save money for a bigger house and let's face it, this house is just too small for one more body.
Here's how it goes down, I wake up and feel so grateful to be a Mommy. Get the house cleaned up, start some laundry, read a book, play with toys, kiss and snuggle the sweeties, yadda yadda. And then the afternoon rolls around and I turn into the Witchmyster. And then I start to complain, the kids get fussy, dinner is something frozen and I loose my patience. So I call Doug around 4:00 to find out when he will be home. Most days it is not until after the kids go to bed. This guy works like 15-18 hours days to provide us with a wonderful living. In the winter I get so used to all his help and then when I don't have it I start to whine.
This past week I took a closer look and watched Doug run his business, and let's just say I am very impressed. He is honest patient, and good to his employees and his customers and he doesn't need the added stress of a Witchy wife complaining about every timeout and problem that I face. Instead I need to complain/vent to my girlfriends. Ladies sorry if I am too much but phew a girls gotta talk to keep sane.
So....I have some goals. And I need your help...I need to go on outings. All my local friends call me!!! And I will be calling you. We have a zoo memebership and Museum for Youth membership...I need to use these.
Another goal, I am SUCH a better mom when I pray and read my scrips. No more getting on the computer until I have read for the day. Plus I feel the added strength each day when I take the time to pray in the morning.
And my all time favorite, I NEED no Have to work out. I am chubba-lubba, which makes me more depressed and I yell more, more tired, and more addicted to my diet coke. When I exercise I am a more patient, level headed lady.
And if any of you hear of fun, cheap/free stuff please let me know!!! I gotta do something to keep me sane!
Phew...how's that for honesty? And it got hot this week...here we are splashing in the heaven backyard sprinkler...